BROKEN HEART

Break heart ?

Everyone at same point in their life I going to experience it . And you know what ? its probably one of the most painful things  a person has to go through . Im not going to lie . When you get your heart broken , it feels like it shattered into a million pieces . It feel like your heart is being shredded to pieces , cut off , and thrown in the trash . It hurts a lot , physically and mentally . I didn’t know loving someone would be this hard and painful .

I dont know . How come you break my heart ? Your lies , your broken promise and your mistakes ! Oh I hate you stupido ! I never think that I’ll love you so much .  I wanna you love me not play with my heart . Getting heart broken actually makes out heart physically hurt . We will cry cry and cry and wish it wasn’t like this . We wish that was just a nightmare . But the sad truth ? Its not . Its reality . Ahhh I have to accept it ! Itu ketentuan Allah :’(

I feel lost but papa told me , "I know you’re upset about him. It’s okay, be upset, cry, scream into your pillow till you think you’ve lost your voice. But looking back on this stupid boy who broke your heart in the future, you’ll laugh at him, Laugh because he thought he was doing the right thing at the right time. Turns out he wasn’t because he lost something amazing. And you’ll thank him. Thanks to him for making you stronger . But most importantly you’ll appreciate what he did, because without him leaving you , you wouldn’t have found the amazing boy later"

Thanks papa cause you always being there for me , love me and care for me . No one can replace you in my heart . You're my first love . 

SINCERELY , ME