BROKEN HEART

Break heart ?

Everyone at same point in their life I going to experience it . And you know what ? its probably one of the most painful things  a person has to go through . Im not going to lie . When you get your heart broken , it feels like it shattered into a million pieces . It feel like your heart is being shredded to pieces , cut off , and thrown in the trash . It hurts a lot , physically and mentally . I didn’t know loving someone would be this hard and painful .

I dont know . How come you break my heart ? Your lies , your broken promise and your mistakes ! Oh I hate you stupido ! I never think that I’ll love you so much .  I wanna you love me not play with my heart . Getting heart broken actually makes out heart physically hurt . We will cry cry and cry and wish it wasn’t like this . We wish that was just a nightmare . But the sad truth ? Its not . Its reality . Ahhh I have to accept it ! Itu ketentuan Allah :’(

I feel lost but papa told me , "I know you’re upset about him. It’s okay, be upset, cry, scream into your pillow till you think you’ve lost your voice. But looking back on this stupid boy who broke your heart in the future, you’ll laugh at him, Laugh because he thought he was doing the right thing at the right time. Turns out he wasn’t because he lost something amazing. And you’ll thank him. Thanks to him for making you stronger . But most importantly you’ll appreciate what he did, because without him leaving you , you wouldn’t have found the amazing boy later"

Thanks papa cause you always being there for me , love me and care for me . No one can replace you in my heart . You're my first love . 

SINCERELY , ME

  

Second Semester Breakツ

Dear cutie pie ,

Second semester break is being toooooooo depressing you know ! I have nothing interesting to do. Aaaa how I wish it would last very soon . It is sucks when I feel like screaming all the time telling the world THAT IM REALYY BORINGGGGGGGG >< . Yeah maybe because i'm the only one at home , wake up in the morning , i sign in my facebook , twitter , instagram. then layan runningman and the others movie . Oh that's pretty much what i've done during sem's break , EVERYDAY lol ! Imagine that if you in my shoes ! Sigh what a boring semester break . Patutnye wa happy la kan ? Cause no more kena hadap test , quizzes , esaimen mende . haha . Is it weirdo right ? err . Kfoineee i think setakat ni je lah dulu . Dah tak tahu nak membebel and menaip ape caus my hands is actually hurting . So thats all . Kbai . Assalamualaikum xD 

Sincerely , ME

CRUSH OH CRUSH ツ

Dear crush ,

 Please fall in love with me .  Can I be that one person ? That one that’s constantly on your mind . That one person you would always reply fast . The one who you check up on everyday and then just to see how their day is going on . The one that makes your day . The one you had anything for ? The person you love more than anything . Cant I ? 

Hmm you know what ? The first time I met you  I already felt attracted . You catch my attention lah stupid . *melting . He is cute . Opsss no no . Not very cute. Haha . Btw I know he has a girlfriend but he don’t tell me . Instinct kewanitaan wa ni kuat kot . Wa boleh agak . And I know he love her deeply . Such a sweet talker . Nak jadi player ah tu kononnye . Stupid ! Die boleh tetipu wa yang comel ni *perasan jap . Entah dalam benci tetap ada sayang . Wa atau die yang bodoh sebenarnya ni ? Geeezzz . He is so confusing . The things he says make me believe that he really like me . How could you tipu wa kan . I hate you . I hate liking someone that I don’t have a chance with . It just hurt to fall in love with someone I could never have right ? Its nothing . Ahh get out get out of my head please ! :p

Its okay . I need to remind myself  if its meant to be , it will be . Maybe not now right ? I just wish that we could be together someday . I hope two or three years from now . In sha allah we will meet each other. Hopefully I might have a chance . Tapi taknak berharap sangat sebab kita hanya mampu merancang tapi Allah yang akan tentukan segalanya . Get it ? Okayla . I should stop babbling now . Good bye and Assalamualaikum x)

Sincerely - ME

YOU ツ

Dear you ,

I really miss you . I miss how you care for me , how you always make my day , how you used to cheer me up and how you make me feel that you love me . I miss everything that used to be . But now what happened ? i dont know. Hmm even thought the two of us split apart . But I hope someday I'll be stuck in the back of your mind and you'll be going crazy . Haha . Just kiddin' *wipe tears . Btw you will forever be in my heart. I never meant to hurt you and I don’t think you meant to hurt me either. Things happened and we turned to face our own paths in life. I wish you the best because you truly were the center piece of me. I’ll always keep a special place for you inside of me . 

Sincerely , ME