CRUSH OH CRUSH ツ

Dear crush ,

 Please fall in love with me .  Can I be that one person ? That one that’s constantly on your mind . That one person you would always reply fast . The one who you check up on everyday and then just to see how their day is going on . The one that makes your day . The one you had anything for ? The person you love more than anything . Cant I ? 

Hmm you know what ? The first time I met you  I already felt attracted . You catch my attention lah stupid . *melting . He is cute . Opsss no no . Not very cute. Haha . Btw I know he has a girlfriend but he don’t tell me . Instinct kewanitaan wa ni kuat kot . Wa boleh agak . And I know he love her deeply . Such a sweet talker . Nak jadi player ah tu kononnye . Stupid ! Die boleh tetipu wa yang comel ni *perasan jap . Entah dalam benci tetap ada sayang . Wa atau die yang bodoh sebenarnya ni ? Geeezzz . He is so confusing . The things he says make me believe that he really like me . How could you tipu wa kan . I hate you . I hate liking someone that I don’t have a chance with . It just hurt to fall in love with someone I could never have right ? Its nothing . Ahh get out get out of my head please ! :p

Its okay . I need to remind myself  if its meant to be , it will be . Maybe not now right ? I just wish that we could be together someday . I hope two or three years from now . In sha allah we will meet each other. Hopefully I might have a chance . Tapi taknak berharap sangat sebab kita hanya mampu merancang tapi Allah yang akan tentukan segalanya . Get it ? Okayla . I should stop babbling now . Good bye and Assalamualaikum x)

Sincerely - ME